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Well hey. i'm back with this new and neater blogskin. guess i'm onli suited to black and white blogskins. life's still the way it is. now new stuffs jux dun seem to excite mi. grrr. so sian nowadaes. dun b surprised if i ostracise myself in one corner or stare into blank space all of a sudden. dance practs are back to normal and i guess everything shld b back to normal. haha. hurr. got nth to sae abt my stupid life. i guess i'm a born evil. dun mind mi crappin cuz i noe i jux feel lyk doin it. grr. so irritated. sec 4 life is still slacky for me. though i muz admit e slacker lyk mi still feel e stress and i'm not as slack anymore. bwahaha. woots. saw my pri sch fren yest and found out she's wif my pri sch crush and it's lyk so funny. lyk so ironic but still wish dem happiness ya. =) cool.
hurr, this blogskin is abit screwed up in this blog. guess i'm switchin back to e old one. u noe wat it means. =) haha. doesnt matter if no one understands. all dat matters is dat i noe wat i'm doin. i no longer feel the hurt, not anymore. so sian now. didnt go to sch cuz chest was so painful dis mornin. yet e doc says it nth. i dunno. i jux feel pain. watever. i'm goin dance l8r. haha. though its syf but it jux feels different frm e previous one. dunno. watever it is, try our best jiu hao. =) stupid audition patchin now. i wan to go lvl 13, been stuck at 12 for god noes how long le. so shit can. grr. haha. i'm free!
yea, i had thought it over. i guess i wasnt that hurt afterall. i guess this outcome was expected but its jux i overlooked e part dat sum1 could b so heartless. damn cold-hearted. curse him man. this is reali too much. a tad too much for me. now's e evil in mi. i reali is a bad gal. guess i jux hav to accept dis life. fated. haiz. too tired now. wil update on e l8r date. loads of lucks n love ppl. =) take care.
heyyas. finalli got time to update le. i had never been so tired, physically and mentally. i think this should stop sooner or later. i hate to feel like this. seriously. this is making me crazy. i guess i'm just being stupid. hoping that i can change everything. now i regret. cuz i dun feel that others feel the same. it's so fucked up. save me from all of this, i'm so tired. i just need sumone to be dere and i dun feel it. i feel so shit. i feel alone and i cant feel dat security. i need sumone who understands me, sumone who can take care of mi more than i take care of him. cuz i feel lyk i'm throwin coins into sea now, i cant see it. i dun feel it. i want to be taken care of, not pampered like i use to, just take care of mi. be dere for mi and i'll always stay. dun make mi cry again. i hate dat. dreads it. damn it.
It's now 2007! New start for everything. Gonna think alot about everything i do. Cuz i seriously don't know whether it's right or wrong. I seriously have no clue. I'm glad that i'm here but i don't know how to proceed. And furthermore, i cant slack! That's e worst case scenario. Bleh. Not gonna break my promises, really gonna pia and go to the school i want. Jyjy ppl. Esp sec 4s! Hee =) L rocks!