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i look so slack and not feelin any stress due to my super uber light in weight bag. bwahaha, sumtimes it make mi ponder whether i'm reali slackin too much or is it just plain havin a light bag. okaes. crap. i feel so lonely nowadays, so lackadaisical, so dumb and most importantly so sian. i dun feel that i belong. woke up in e morning alone, wif parents falling apart, wif peer pressure, wif all those worries, wif everything and i have to face it alone. bein alone wen u face troubles, dats e worst. though i always try to look on e bright side but i dun seem to understand why i oways see e dark side. hurr. now i'm alone at home, starin at these silent furnitures and cold faces. my face i mean. it's just so cold. so cold. e spoiled television and no sound system comp jux dun make it better. thank god i stil hav my hp wif mi. haiz. life as it seems. i feel dat i'm so used to bein independent or rather alone so often, it wont be a problem wen i go overseas to study alone. it wont be alot of problem cuz i can withstand all these lonliness, i guess. yea, so it's alright i guess. haha. life. i dun seem to love it, but i wont end it either. i cant but everything at this moment seems so meaningless. i cant do anything to help myself, let alone help those i love. i can onli see them suffer and i can onli see. i cant do anything. hurr. forget it. shant crap so much.