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so i'm forced to be back as dis eng blog is deemed as dead n sian. so i suggest u can go to my chin blog if u wan futher or latest updates but nvm, i wil stil update dis blog. doing it at 3am rite now, crazy but right. haha. so as i said, get away. dun force mi to push u, u noe i can. let mi go, i feel lyk suffocating everytime i see ur posts, jux go, leave all these pain n loneliness. it's not worthy anymore, no more use dwelling on e past. and it's only 2 daes, not lyk weeks, months or even years. to be frank, i dun even noe u long enough, we gave each other nth, stop all these. stop already. i'm always feelin so guilty, it's really lyk a burden, it's lyk i cant do anything but it jux keeps botherin mi, keep infestin my heart wif guilt, abt all e past memories. pls, forget it already and get a new one. hurr. i reali dun lyk dis guilt but i cant do anything. it irks mi. i'm sorry if i sound harsh but it's jux reali how i feel. come on, giv up already. gotta update dis blog soon too. ps, for those who kept urging mi to update, here you go. =)