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i cannot stop crying todae. it just all came out. after talking to mum. i felt lyk a burden to her. i cannot help her. not i didnt wan to but i just cant help. i certainly can survive when she's gone, but i'm so lonely. i have been alone all this while, and there's a limit to how much loneliness i can take. i dont know why, i'm always the root of trouble. y am i the one? can someone lend me your shoulders. i just wanna cry til the morning but i cant. my eyes would be too sore. i couldnt do anything to help anyone but i'm trouble to everyone. nobody's home. that's the song. i always felt like it. sometimes, i just wanna giv up but i cant. dere r promises i have to keep. but i'm so tired of all these shit. y is my life so screwed wen i tried my best to live it right? dis is so unfair. should i always b e one thinkin for others and sufferin alone in the corner? i'm so sick of it. pls, pls, pls, someone stand by dere for me. i have no one to rely on. nette is e bestie gal i ever met. my bestie forever, yea and but dere's one thing, her shoulder not big enuff. aiya, i dunno how to explain. but jux not. i noe in dis life, sum stuff i hav to jux let it go by. no matter how hard i try, it wont cum to me and it wont b right. how? tell me wat can i do? tell me how to do it. i'm so emo todae, all e feelings i kept so well all gone at once. i noe dis is dumb, i noe i appear so happy ard but dere r times wen i cant keep up dat cheerful self. dere r times i hav to take down dat mask. and let e tears run b4 i put dat mask again. pls if anyone. jux make my life better. even i dont know how to, how would others noe? wat a joke. dam wat a joke.