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Sunday, September 14, 2008
Life aye.

I might be a bitch as I seem to be but yea, I fuckingly am one hell of a bitch. I suppose so because I'm freaking frustrated with some of the stuff I do sometimes. It never goes well you know. I really don't mind if my life is going to end some time which I don't know when and it can be anytime. I just don't want to leave before my mum does. She is the only concern I have before I really leave this world, and dearest nette, I will never leave you alone and will always be there like you have always been for me.

I know I am crazy sometimes, I just can't seem to get rid of some feelings, it's like pestering me all these while. Whenever I try to like someone especially, I wonder if it's a kind of fear, or phobia or even scar. I really want to move on already. Don't try to be Mr. I-AM-HURT-BUT-I-DON'T-MIND-AND-YOU-TAKE-CARE-OK?. I seriously hate that tone of yours. It irks me, disgusts me and makes me want to puke alrights? I sound mean and I know that, and I have no better substitutes for that because I freakingly don't need your concern anymore. Mind your own ass alrights? Allow me to hate you. I guess that would make me feel better. If you say you understand how I felt about what had happened, I guess you were just faking it. You didn't.

Last thing to add, I guess I love my mum too much that I don't show enough concern. I'm self-centred and selfish. I want the whole world to revolve around me and I know it pretty clearly. Sometimes, I really hope I can put myself in mum's shoes and think for her. But damn, I'm such a child. She sees me like a crystal, something precious and easy to see through. I'm glad that she is by my side, she even know which bread I will eat and not. Damn, only she knows me so well.
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