Thursday, February 12, 2009
18岁
So now, I shall proclaim that I am officially 18 and there is a lot more responsibility for me to bear. Though I am still lazy to do the housework and such, but hell ya, there's no more running away from reality. I have learnt a lot of things from these 18 years and there's more to come. I am thankful for everthing I have even though it is not perfect and not what I wished for. However, human have to master the art of satisfaction. It is purely because humans have unlimited wants and there comes the unhappiness when you cannot attain that want. Be it grades, relationships and your own desires. It's all the same, just because you want and you cannot get it, you get emotional. Thus, I conclude that I have to learn to appreciate what I have and stop being a greedy girl.
Thanks to my boy who gave me a real surprise today in the early morning. =) Thanks for all the effort, it's really nice and I love the cake. It's so kittish. xD Guess who would MRT all the way down from Admiralty and appear at my doorstep at 12am with a kitty cake. Awww. That boy really stunned me can. 0.0 I still thought he was at home, emoing with his brother. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. DAMN, I LOVE YOUR BROTHER OKAES! He is so darn cute! I'm happy that my boy can interact more with his family. =) I'm really glad for you. Then we spent the night together due to no more transport and cannot possibly let my boy emo at Mac rights? Finally, as an 18 year-old, I tried to cook oatmeal which really sucked. Okaes la, hey, at least I attempted to cook la. It wasn't a grand, extravagant or posh 18. Kinda simple, yet sweet and special. =)
Thanks to everyone who wished me, called me, smsed me and gave me presents. I really appreciate it alrights!! =D
Then again, it's time to reflect about this fucked up life. I'm sorry I have to say this but yea, I looked through my photo albums. Life wasn't like this in the past but I am inept to do anything. I cannot change all that happened, but I can change what's going to happen. So yea, I'm not a grown up, I'm just trying to live life my way and not in any way mature. I try to and yea, I am just a human. Who wants to quarrel with mum on birthdae sia? しょがないだろう？=) I shall move on and lead life my way. I have been through a lot and there is a lot more to come, I ain't no saint but I promise to learn to cherish, appreciate and be satisfied.
Happy birthday to Jo! <333
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