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Monday, February 02, 2009

Childishness

Talk about childishness, well I am one hell of a good display but I found someone who is better. I don't have to spell it out. She knows it better than me. I worked my way here, not like someone who could slip their asses in. Though it was fuckingly not my first choice anyway. Thanks for being such a good publicity. If you have some guts, fuckingly come show it to my face. ^^ Don't have to use such ways to get your retarded message across. Should I say, if people like you guys have some courtesy to at least tell me or warned me in any sense, I could have stood out. At least I asked. Now who is the one saying stuff is much done and such? I am not surprised that if upcoming situations are the same because I was literally backstabbed as I didn't even know a shit. If this is what you called understanding, team spirit or even a fucking friend? Please say before you even try to play games with me. I do not need to seek understanding, forgiveness or whatsoever simpathetic feelings. I do not need all of these. Well what, I'm just another bitch you see next door.

I would really appreciate if you could use your mouth with improved efficiency. That kind of acts, talks and attention-seeking attitude is getting you nowhere. Trust me, I feel betrayed. As much as I hate to say it, I thought acquaintances you called "friends" would have at least told you, asked you or even kindly spoke to you about underlying issues. However, this is not the norm in the fucking hell hole I landed myself in. You call this adulthood? Well I applaud you for that. Then you have achieved the ultimate level of adulthood.

I will bow and say thank you. Just like a dancer exit the stage with grace and pride even if she fell or tripped. I am not anyone like you, I don't like extra hoo-ha in my life because it is hectic enough. Well, a very big thank you to all of you and thanks for the much appreciated work done. As I might have implied, it seems like I did nothing worthwhile aye? Here's the credit to every big ass effort you put in.

Thank you. ^^

6:41 AM