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Sunday, March 22, 2009

Fairy tale

Hey people, it's been a long time since I updated my blog. I'm pretty busy with loads of work and such. Argh. Speaking about studies, it just makes my blood boil, cuz I'm kinda disappointed in myself. I need to have a good time management to juggle between my mum, my boy, dance competition and studies. I really need to focus on my studies as I want to enter local university. Reality is practical; who wouldn't want a secured job with a secured income.The world outside is not easy, without money, you can't possibly survive alone. That's why I have high expectations of myself. Jiayous Jo! I believe you can do it! Yea, and besides studies, countless incidents had happened this month. I should consider it a blessing, I do believe that happiness wouldn't last forever. However, I am glad that its been with me for quite some time, the feeling of happiness just gather in a cirlce and continuously rotate around me all the time.

My boy; thanks for always being there with me. Everything you do just makes me laugh, giggle and happy. I really want to be with you always, though we need to go through a ot of obstacles. I believe that if the both of us are willing to tackle the problem together, everything will be solved.
I am still waiting for that house at Doby alrights! By hook or crook okay. =D Though I often feel that I am not the type of girl you always wanted but deep down, I know you have fall for me deeply and nothing could change that. Jo will <3 you always.

Eventually, we will grow and change, we will grow into a mature middle-aged citizen who will then have to raise children and talk about financial stuff. Its just part and parcel of life, I have to be prepared that life is short and soon after I hit 30, I am holding a child in my arms. Life is really short to be anyone esle but yourself, jiayous!

7:10 AM