Thursday, July 09, 2009
At an extreme
Alrights, as the title suggests. I am at the brink of killing myself because I am getting stressed out by stuff again. So many stuff due on that fucking 2 weeks and I fuckingly have no idea how I am going to cope because I have no fucking time to rest to even study well. I fuckingly want to push my gpa up. In total, it's fucked up.
Okaes, enough of my stupid shit. I gotta say it because I want to vent my stress out. I hope everything is fine and let's all work hard. I am not going to care how hard it takes because we are all working so hard and let's not put everything to waste. We shall make it a memorable one alrights! Danceformers. =D JYJY LIKE A SOMEBODY. Okaes, I am very lame I know. That's why I'm blogging while I should be studying. I don't wanna get so stressed up anymore but I cannot help it. I wish to be there for Nette, I'm really sorry for not being able to hug you and lend you a shoulder. =( I'm sorry to Liang cuz I don't have time to prepare anything for him. You know, I don't know, girls are good at presents for every occasion. But I just don't seem to have the time to do one since like how long ago. =X I'm sorry to myself and everyone else whom I troubled because I stress myself out and I don't know what to do but be crazy and cranky sometimes to destress. All I wish is to see everyone do well and strive together. That is the kind of bond we don't get anywhere we want. You know, cherishing all the good memories and we move on further and further.
One in all, let's JYJY!! And Jo, sleep already. Fuckingly sleep and do your fucking work tomorrow. T.T
9:27 AM
Monday, July 06, 2009
Tired
You know, what can I say now? I'm just tired and fatigue. I know, school only started like one week plus but I am already out of control. I just want to have a holiday. A true holiday when I can rest my heart and yea, perhaps I feel what Nette feels and that's why I am tired.
Rest dear. I love you, I will be here my girl. You always have my back. <3
9:09 AM